I didn't bleed much the other night at all. It did have some uncomfortable moments, with me making funny sounds, catching my breath and letting out strings of expletives. I only said "That really hurt" a few times. Now it's just uncomfortable all the time... Right now I'm alternating between hating myself and feeling sorry for myself. What can I say? Showering hurts. Yes, I wrote HURTS. The pain is nearly unbearable.
Please don't try reminding me that I wanted this done. I know I wanted it done, and I completely understand the consequences. It doesn't exclude me from telling it like it is or expressing my displeasure with the pain. Anyway, I'm waiting for my sweetheart to come home before I shower. Showering in an empty house is a bad idea right now. I might pass out and if I do that, I could drown, so I'll wait.
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